October 26/2006

As I embark on the adventurous journey of launching a website, I am at the same time nervous, intrigued, frightened and proud. The idea for this site, an extension of my real time work, has been percolating, on and off the drawing board, for nearly 7 years.

Legitimate reasons and personal- lie excuses have caused it to sit on the back burner for too long. Now that the time for its expression has arrived, I am acutely aware of my heroes and how dwarfed I feel along side them. What makes me think that in view of giants like Louise Hay, Deepak Chopra and Sark, I have offerings of any significant value? Another, more illuminated, side of mySelf says: “Walk your talk, girl!”

The voice is temporarily quieted by ‘the gremlin’. “You must be crazy! You can't help light the way. You're just a puppy, a nothing, a fraud. Look at yesterday, or any day. Is there a day that goes by that you're not struggling with some simple thing that you ought to be way past?” (True enough.)

Still, I must go forward. I need to remind myself of all the shining moments I've experienced. There have been dozens of people who have appreciated my insights. I have and I am doing my work, living my mission. Launching this website

is another step. If I wait until I'm perfect, no one will benefit from my gifts and talents. My sacred contract with the Universe will go unfulfilled.

Thank the Gods that Nikola Tesla, or Oprah Winfrey or Walt Disney didn't wait to reach perfection. We, humanity, wouldn't have arrived at where ever it is we've gotten to, without the splendidly imperfect creations that marked each of their paths to greatness.

Humanity needs my input to step the next step. The universe needs me to be one of the voices reminding all of us that everyone plays a significant role in the over-all well-being of everything else. Beingu.com is one of the manifestations of that voice.

So world, consider this a tap on the shoulder. “We need you!” Each of your expressions is an integral part of the creative force. As are your sad, broken, angry, timid, needy, imperfect parts. You, and I, are the sum total of the magnificent, evolving whole.

(I wonder if any of that made any sense. I wonder if I'll actually expose this to people other than the ones who know and love me. I hope so. Not that I, necessarily, think its fabulous or anything. It is real though. It is my current truth.)