Sitting here at the kiosk in the mall, watching a "million" people simply, walking by & hardly even noticing me sitting here, just waiting for a smile & better yet, some conversation. That's what I get for taking on this shift at the "Mall".

It isn't easy being a full time parent for 3 kids, 3, 6 & almost 10 & trying to put in my typical 48+ hours at work. In fact I gave up my volunteer hours for this week cus I knew it would be impossible. Luckily I can work a lot from home. I forgot what having youngins around was like.

Thanks to my friend Mary, inviting me  to a Qi Gong class at the rec center tonight. What I actually did was to "move" my body. Not quite the way I was thinking when I put down "move"my body as a goal for this year, but it was in a way that I quite enjoyed & believe it or not, my body is feeling the movement already.

My 2nd intention for 2010 is to have more Peace. It's funny for me to type that cus I live on my own & it is very peaceful in my home. No one besides me & my fish to cause a lot of noise or tension, so that isn't the kind of peace I mean. I mean living a life where I'm not anxious for anything & life flows wonderfully smooth with all my concerns being taken care of.

Last night while journaling & praying I came up with a list of what my intentions are for 2010 & the first one on the list is to BREATHE. Happy to say, I have caught myself a few times today, checking my breathing & have incorporated a few deep breaths & believe it or not, with a smile on my face.